Where there is no You

Where the eys cannot see.

Where the sun does not shine.

Where rain never comes.

Where there is no you.

A place, a land.

A man, a story.

A heart that is forgotten.

A cry that would not be stopped.

Is it an illusion?

Is it just a dream?

Is it a vision of me?

Is it what the future could be?

I clear my eyes.

I hold my breath.

Time stands still.

Then all fades away.

All that is left,

is you standing there.

Smiling and calling my name,

and then, I live again.

What you said

Lies, damned lies

is all I hear.

Voices in my head

making me despair.

All these feelings

overpower me.

What is this?

What does it mean?

I can't remember your words

but your precense is felt.

Doesn't matter now

it's beyond help.

Wish I had listened.

Wish this wouldn't happen.

Wish there was a future.

Wish fate never existed.

Is this the end?

Is this the last rain?

The sky is red

and I can't rememeber what you said.

[The Angelus Archives]

This is for her

Sometimes I wonder 

for who do I really write. 

Is it for you, 

or for somebody that could be you? 

Are you just an idea? 

A necessity that I have?

I don't know. I used to. 

When thinking of you.