What you said

Lies, damned lies

is all I hear.

Voices in my head

making me despair.

All these feelings

overpower me.

What is this?

What does it mean?

I can't remember your words

but your precense is felt.

Doesn't matter now

it's beyond help.

Wish I had listened.

Wish this wouldn't happen.

Wish there was a future.

Wish fate never existed.

Is this the end?

Is this the last rain?

The sky is red

and I can't rememeber what you said.

[The Angelus Archives]

This is for her

Sometimes I wonder 

for who do I really write. 

Is it for you, 

or for somebody that could be you? 

Are you just an idea? 

A necessity that I have?

I don't know. I used to. 

When thinking of you.